Again

Again, here I am
I'm sorry for falling again
Fell into my bad habit
and my fleshly desires

I actually don't know what to say
Nor do I know what to feel
"I'm Sorry" is probably all that I've got
And wondered whether I could run back into your arms still

Why do I keep doing
what I ought not to do?
Why haven't I learned
From my past mistakes?

Search me, O God,
You know my heart,
It is tainted and unclean
Would You purify me once again?

Will you dance with me again?
Will you continue to lead my every step?
Will you hold me close to You
and never let me go?

Help me,
Live as honestly as I can with You
Knowing that there's nothing
I can hide from You

Why do I desire
To be loved by others apart from You?
Why do I desire
to receive touch from others
Rather tha to be touched by You?

You are my hope, O God
My only hope
The only One who can wipe me clean again
and lift me up from all my inequities

You are my strength
My strength to keep standing again
and keeps me runing back
into Your arms

~3rd Oct 2010